your beautiful.. no matter what they say ♥.

      have you ever just sat in your room, cryed, cryed until you feel sick, cryed so much you want to pick up the razor and cut, cut & cut.. i feel like that, but ive realised im so stronger than that. have you ever just cryed over someone because you like them so much, you have been good friends and then you get told they dont like you back, after they said they love you and your the best, and after the hours and hours of conversations you have had with them, the random chats, the random phone calls and you wonder what your life would be like without them and how lost you would be :(? how messed up everything would be, how much you would miss them if they didnt speak to you, you might be in a situation with them when none of you make each other smile anymore, you hardly ever talk and your like strangers and theres only one of you chasing your friendship to keep it there and only one person that cares so much and the other just doesnt care about your feelings well it feels like that and will talk to so many people as possible when you know you would give up everyone you talk to to speak to that one person, when your just sat there thinking :( WOW I REALLY LIKE HIM AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO BE WITH HIM!!!